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I'm weak, yet strong
I'm sane, but insane
I hurt, but pretend I don't
I'm frightened, but am brave
I'm beautiful, yet have my ugly side
I read, and yet learn nothing
I write, but have nothing to say
I draw, and fail to capture the beauty of it all
I'm a "social butterfly", in a non-social state of being
I love, but not with all my heart
I trust, but not in people
I pretend, but can't find fantasy
I can see, but am blind
I'm wanted, but not
I'm full of life, yet feel so empty
I'm warm, but cold hearted
I'm friendly, but won't show it
I dance, but can't escape the pain
I sing, and my eyes become wet
My heart pounds, yet lies still in my chest
I cry, and even I don't care
I'm devoted, yet un-devoted
I'm broken, into one too many pieces
This is me, but it's not
I'm all of these things, rolled into one body, one mind, and one very fragile heart. There are a lot of times, when I don't even know who I am anymore. I make best with who I am one day to the next, but I'm beginning to think it's all in vain.
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SuteishiiJein Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2008   Digital Artist
i really like this one :)
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Darkest-Illusion Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav on it! Much appreciated! I wrote it because people had these high expectations of me, and one day, I just couldn't live up to them anymore. They all just left after that, and, I had to warn those who saw me the same way they did, that, it just wasn't so.
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SuteishiiJein Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2008   Digital Artist
aww hugz i know how you feel, i write poetry as wewll, not much on my account though, take a look under my poetry section in my gallery if you want :)
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Darkest-Illusion Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
I did, I haven't had time to fav. any of your stuff yet, but I will later tonight when I get home from work.
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SuteishiiJein Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2008   Digital Artist
aww thanks x
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Darkest-Illusion Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
:D
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Singingtomyownsong Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
That is going as one of my favs! lol! It's just so deep! and i'm sure many people can relate! I know I could! That was amazing! I love it! :)
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Darkest-Illusion Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow! I wasn't expecting anybody to like it that much...haha
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Fluffy-Bunnehs Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
Aww, you've never failed to capture the beauty in whatever you take interest in. Somehow, you manage to see it in even the ugliest of things, I don't know how you do it.
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Darkest-Illusion Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
I still believe it's all in vain. Why see the beauty in something when it can't even see it in itself? :shrugs: I don't know...I've just found life pretty pathetic right now and am doing what I can for my next "fix"...which includes caving, rock climbing and scuba diving here very shortly! I'm SO going to have to invest in an underwater camera for the scuba diving, my normal camera will work just fine with the rock climbing and caving :) Those are going to be some AH-MA-ZING photos
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Fluffy-Bunnehs Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
You rock climbing? The girl who is so afraid of being up higher than a step on a ladder?! Oh, I will believe it when I see the photos. And the scuba diving.

The caving, I believe you would do, aside from the possibility of spiders and snakes :D

Why are you looking for a "fix" in life? You talk as if life is really that bad. I see that you aren't completely 100% yourself, but, in due time...you'll start feeling better. Get whatever it is you have to out of your system now, and try not to get yourself killed or seriously hurt when doing so.
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Darkest-Illusion Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Eww...don't remind me about the spiders and snakes...:shudders: Yeah, pants and long sleeves a MUST when I go. :)

I think it'll be awesome! And, I won't get hurt. I will have a highly trained Navy person with me who will be training me before he takes me to do any of the other stuff. :) He's just as excited as I am. Hasn't been able to find a chick with enough balls to do half the stuff he wants to do!
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Fluffy-Bunnehs Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2008
haha
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